Posted by Invisible Man on January 29, 2000 at 01:50:25:

Sometime I wake up at night, and can't go back to sleep. Sometimes I cry and don't know what is wrong. Sometimes, I feel like I can fight a room full of people. Sometimes I pray to God I had never been born. Sometimes I like to stop and look at the horizon. Sometimes I like to stay up all night doing nothing at all. Sometimes I wish I was someone else. Sometimes I think everyone is talking about me. Sometimes I talk to whoever is inside of me that answers back. Sometimes I wish I could fly away over the earth on a warm spring day. Sometimes I wish someone would break into my house, just to see what I would do to them. Sometimes I can't believe how far i've made it. Sometimes I can't stand to go on. Sometimes I dont know if i'm dreaming or not. Sometimes I drive around aimlessly hoping for an adventure. Sometimes I change the ending of movies, because they aren't true anyways. Sometimes I remember how good things used to be. Sometimes I stare at strangers, to see who looks away first. Sometimes I wish I was not so weak. Sometimes I wish I could stand up to the demons that hinder me. Sometimes I wish I didn't care about what you see me as. Sometimes I wish the world would wait for me. Sometimes I wish that somebody said thank you, and meant it. Sometimes, just sometimes, i'm happy just the way things are.....

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